whatever

so I kinda feel like I'm dying

and I guess I should learn from this weeks past events .. well from part of this intense weeks events to take the fuck care of health

I have been so worried about my cat's infection and like writing samples (srsly wth) I wasn't considering that my intense tooth and body pain may really be as serious as I'm hoping it's not

does that make sense? probably not.. I just basically feel like shit and more dissociative than ever

For now I am hoping it's kinda just something that can be taken care of with out root canals or lots of having to see a doctor

if not

jacki you can have my room if you want

But then again things in life like this keeps happening

hung out with a human susan and barb

AND things are good at home like um


well anyway this happened:

and then here's me being as goth as my body wants me to be

love y'all