huh

I was being a fag (that's slapshtick now) and drinkin tea and eatin choc chip muffins


mucus full skull
oo shit i'm a poet?
then,
my mom called me for computer advice. that was easy.
then she told me about how much of a loser i am and that
she thinks i already had a year long vacation. ????
i'm not sure how a traumatic head injury fits into a vacation nicely but
she thinks that the past two semesters i've had i've taken a total of four classes.
nah ma, it's more like ten.

i asked her to stop speaking, so loudly. as it hurt my ears.
she told me she reads about Teebee-i's all the time.
i got confused. til i wrote it out: TBI.
and she mentioned some hopeful? evidence the ringing in my ear will stop soon.
sure...

My mom then recommended sleeping to ocean sounds,
apparently my dad studies to ocean sounds?!


Then I told her about my friend who has a white noise machine
and it's awesome and it 1. helped me realize the noise in my head is not white noise,
that it's different. blue noise i think.
and 2. then i started to say sleeping to it helped a lot. but i mumbled thru the sentence as i realized what it was when it came out.

i zoned out a lot while talking to her, i feel badly but
i wasn't in the mood and snot is in my brain
i did this while talking:


OH man i should have told her about brass knuckles, when she asked me what was new.
I told her that i'm going to make dioramas on saturday
and that mine will probably be about the big baby

big baby and mastadons! 10,000 BC! I can't wait!